The more I find out about the cabinet the crazier it all becomes. Insane. I had a bad dream last night about taking my car to a shop and the person was talking unintelligible gibberish and I kept asking him to repeat just the first couple words he was saying because I could not understand, and he kept stepping away. He finally walked away a short distance and stood and looked at me blank-faced. I tried to walk over to him, and he walked away again and stood there and looked at me.
I thought about the dream and how othering works became crystal clear. When I was doing executive protection, the principal was the job. Keeping anybody from getting close to that person was all that mattered. If someone was talking to you it did not really matter what they were saying as long as it did not get that person past you. When fascists other a person or group the purpose is to make anything they do meaningless. I went to the car shop to accomplish something, but the person was simply not going to do it. He would not tell me anything except nonsense and waited for me to leave. Why didn’t he just say he would not help me and tell me to leave? As another human being it would be right to tell me. No right…. just nothing, if I am not another human being. It is the absolute disconnection from another human being or group.